Dunno. Nice as it must be to see a friend, there's probably a lot of reasons not to feel that way. They're messing with the natural order of things, they're doing things that shouldn't be possible.

[it's really fucked up. and yuri, being yuri, isn't sugarcoating things. he's not very good at giving comfort; all he can do is be honest about how he sees it.]

Either way, forcing yourself just because you think you should be's not gonna help.